"When a true genius appears in the world, you may know him by this sign, that the dunces are all in confederacy against him."
 
 
Indeed, I am nothing but a wanderer and a pilgrim on this earth ! And what more are you ?
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 09:13 pm
for others, in spite of myself, from myself.

autrement qu 'être.
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 09:56 pm
"At eighteen our convictions are hills from which we look; at forty-five they are caves in which we hide."
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 08:22 pm
drunk on the dark streets of some city,
it's night, you're lost, where's your
room?
you enter a bar to find yourself,
order scotch and water.
damned bar's sloppy wet, it soaks
part of one of your shirt
sleeves.
It's a clip joint-the scotch is weak.
you order a bottle of beer.
Madame Death walks up to you
wearing a dress.
she sits down, you buy her a
beer, she stinks of swamps, presses
a leg against you.
the bar tender sneers.
you've got him worried, he doesn't
know if you're a cop, a killer, a
madman or an
Idiot.
you ask for a vodka.
you pour the vodka into the top of
the beer bottle.
It's one a.m. In a dead cow world.
you ask her how much for head,
drink everything down, it tastes
like machine oil.

you leave Madame Death there,
you leave the sneering bartender
there.

you have remembered where
your room is.
the room with the full bottle of
wine on the dresser.
the room with the dance of the
roaches.
Perfection in the Star Turd
where love died
laughing
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 08:14 pm
All the world will be your enemy, Prince of a thousand enemies.
And when they catch you, they will kill you…


But first, they must catch you.
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 05:53 pm
Each man kills the thing he loves.
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 05:50 pm
"That life is difficult, I have often bitterly realized. I now had further cause for serious reflection. Right up to the present I have never lost the feeling of contradiction that lies behind all knowledge. My life has been miserable and difficult, and yet to others, and sometimes to myself, it has seemed rich and wonderful. Man's life seems to me like a long, weary night that would be intolerable if there were not occasionally flashes of light, the sudden brightness of which is so comforting and wonderful, that the moments of their appearance cancel out and justify the years of darkness."

"Passion is always a mystery and unaccountable, and unfortunately there is no doubt that life does not spare its purest children and often it is just the most deserving people who cannot help loving those that destroy them."
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 05:46 pm
What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 05:43 pm
Or when, under ether, the mind is conscious but conscious

of nothing-

I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope

For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without

love,

For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith

But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the

waiting.

Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:

So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the

dancing.
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 10:08 am
I can tell you quite frankly: even when we were having the most intellectural conversations and I honestly thought and believe everything I said, I still wanted all the time, all the time, to pick you up and kiss you on the lips.
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 11:00 pm

This [morning] come Mr. Shepley (newly out of the country) to see me; after a little discourse with him, I to the office, where we sat all the morning, and at noon home, and there dined, Shepley with me, and after dinner I did pay him 70l., which he had paid my father for my use in the country. He being gone, I took coach and to Mrs. Pierce's, where I find her as fine as possible, and himself going to the ball at night at Court, it being the Queen's birth-day, and so I carried them in my coach, and having set them into the house, and gotten Mr. Pierce to undertake the carrying in my wife, I to Unthanke's, where she appointed to be, and there told her, and back again about business to White Hall, while Pierce went and fetched her and carried her in. I, after I had met with Sir W. Coventry and given him some account of matters, I also to the ball, and with much ado got up to the loft, where with much trouble I could see very well. Anon the house grew full, and the candles light, and the King and Queen and all the ladies set: and it was, indeed, a glorious sight to see Mrs. Stewart in black and white lace, and her head and shoulders dressed with dyamonds, and the like a great many great ladies more, only the Queen none; and the King in his rich vest of some rich silke and silver trimming, as the Duke of York and all the dancers were, some of cloth of silver, and others of other sorts, exceeding rich. Presently after the King was come in, he took the Queene, and about fourteen more couple there was, and began the Bransles. --[Brawl--a dance D.W.]-- As many of the men as I can remember presently, were, the King, Duke of York, Prince Rupert, Duke of Monmouth, Duke of Buckingham, Lord Douglas, Mr. [George] Hamilton, Colonell Russell, Mr. Griffith, Lord Ossory, Lord Rochester; and of the ladies, the Queene, Duchess of York, Mrs. Stewart, Duchess of Monmouth, Lady Essex Howard, Mrs. Temples Swedes Embassadress, Lady Arlington; Lord George Barkeley's daughter, and many others I remember not; but all most excellently dressed in rich petticoats and gowns, and dyamonds, and pearls. After the Bransles, then to a Corant, and now and then a French dance; but that so rare that the Corants grew tiresome, that I wished it done. Only Mrs. Stewart danced mighty finely, and many French dances, specially one the King called the New Dance, which was very pretty; but upon the whole matter, the business of the dancing of itself was not extraordinary pleasing. But the clothes and sight of the persons was indeed very pleasing, and worth my coming, being never likely to see more gallantry while I live, if I should come twenty times. About twelve at night it broke up, and I to hire a coach with much difficulty, but Pierce had hired a chair for my wife, and so she being gone to his house, he and I, taking up Barker at Unthanke's, to his house, whither his wife was come home a good while ago and gone to bed. So away home with my wife, between displeased with the dull dancing, and satisfied at the clothes and persons. My Lady Castlemayne, without whom all is nothing, being there, very rich, though not dancing. And so after supper, it being very cold, to bed.

 
 
16 November 2009 @ 01:07 am
Oulu All Star Big Band feat. J. Ahola performing Deep Purple's Burn.



And the original: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YuQMIeK28U

Also... Manowar? Jazz waltz? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uncA_XsOqcM
Easy Livin': http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmsQSiHKq00
 
 
Mood: okay
 
 
Dry summer and the upper field quiet at noon.
Spring’s green pirouette tangled in barbed wire,
Its promise snapped like matchsticks, burnt-orange
Pine needles cracking loose from stiff joints,
                                                        Silence dropped so low 
It rings like a bell’s soft echo.

Here once was a boy running with a black and white half shepherd dog,
Hair summer-blonde, hands darkened to rust by wet clay
                                                                   Rummaged for arrowheads.

No fear then but the darting tongues of timber snakes:

That certainty lost to whatever passes for time,
                                              The ground skipped beneath his feet.

                           *                              *                               *

Once I stood here through a mid-day snowfall, sky staring and nearly dark,
            Watching my shoes sink in the white sheets,
Petals of frozen clouds feathering down through my eyelashes.
            Home from college, free of abnormal psychology
And media arts, endless boredoms that passed for a life of the mind.

Not a sound that whole afternoon, nothing more alive than my breath,
            Silence in the snowy field, the heavy trees,
Known in sense but not by name, nothing really known by name. 

 ...  )
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 05:35 pm
Boris Pasternak, Doctor Zhivago  
'You come out; it is still dark. The door creaks, or perhaps you sneeze, or the snow crunches under your foot, and hares start up from the far cabbage patch and leap away, leaving the snow criss-crossed with tracks. In the distance dogs begin to howl and it takes a long time before the quieten down. The cocks have finished their crowing and have nothing left to say. Then dawn breaks.'
 
 
14 November 2009 @ 05:11 pm
What Horace had in mind was that you should gently pull on the day's stem, as if it were, say, a wildflower or an olive, holding it with all the practiced care of your thumb and the side of your finger, which knows how to not crush easily crushed things - so that the day's stalk or stem undergoes increasing tension and draws to a thinness, and a tightness, and then snaps softly away at its weakest point, perhaps leaking a little milky sap, and the flower, or the fruit, is released in your hand. Pluck the cranberry or blueberry of the day tenderly free without damaging it, is what Horace meant - pick the day, harvest the day, reap the day, mow the day, forage the day. Don't freaking grab the day in your fist like a burger at a fairground and take a big chomping bite out of it. That's not the kind of man that Horace was.

-The Anthologist, Pg. 127, Nicholson Baker

 
 
15 November 2009 @ 03:57 pm
59 icons ~ supernatural & jensen ackles



[22] supernatural 5x09 (no spoilers)
[34] supernatural
[03] jensen ackles

H E R E @ [info]danceof_flame
 
 
16 November 2009 @ 08:13 am
Eastern Europe has produced its share of folklore on the subject of vampires, ghosts and things that go bump in the night, but what about modern horror fiction? Are there any notable horror authors from this part of the world?

Has Eastern Europe produced any significant non-modern horror or gothic writers? Nikolai Gogol’s vampire tale, Viy, springs to mind - are there any others?
 
 
This poem begins in this corner,
where barely awake and naked
I stand at the top of the stairs,
a bas-relief against a book-encased wall,
and watch you leave for the day.

You may ask: how does the nude
fit into the contemporary setting?
And Cézanne thought apples
were the most difficult fruit.

Remember the year I stopped eating apples?
Remember the summer I kept bringing home
abandoned chairs? A lucid Vincent wrote
to his brother: I have tried
to express the terrible passions
of humanity by means of red and green.
His self-portrait now hangs in the Fogg.
Remember the summer I had to walk
to the Lake just to feel anything at all?

When I descend late in the afternoon
there's a blue plate of heart-
shaped cookies, there's an orange
on the kitchen counter. I notice a crack
in the seam of the ceiling, a spider
vein on the inside of my knee.
What a still still life!

The rest of the day is a slanted floorboard.
The rest of the day is the color of absinthe.
Note the personal and detached attitude.
Note the application of arbitrary color.
The tilted perspective.
This poem is all surface.
You may stand where you choose.
This poem has no vanishing point.
 
 
15 November 2009 @ 06:55 pm
People are stupid: given proper motivation, almost anyone will believe almost anything. Because people are stupid, they will believe a lie because they want to believe it's true, or because they are afraid it might be true.
Wizard's First Rule (The Sword of Truth), by Terry Goodkind